Thoughts of the werewolf.

lol im happy for you.. i think this Renesmee has finally found her Jacob =] yays for both of us =]

Why is it every time I think things are finally going to be ok again everything falls apart again.
I feel like I really blew it this time. I feel like I have lost the 2ned best thing in my life.
Everyone says I need to find someone else, but honestly their is only one other person I feel like I could care about that much, and It doesn’t look like that would work either at least not now. I feel like such a moron.

Today was an ok day. The Highlight of it was when my Big sister, and her son came over. She Got me Eclipse, and the Twilight Director's Notebook For My Birthday! It is really awsome to see how they made the Twilight Movie And pluse I now have all Four Twilight books. Yes! *Does happy dance.*
Then we went to Target to take something back she had gotten Dad, and on the way home she tried to show me how to drive a Stickshift. Lol That was fun. So, All in all it was good day.

I know no one ever reads these anymore, but I just had to post this. I have started to a new church, and since doing so, God has healed me of manny of my problems, and today after service I went up for prayer and the Lord spoke to me. It was so, very awsome.

thats awesome. and i read them

Yesterday was very scary. My grandmother came running in my room to get me because my dad was deathly sick. I mean the sickest i had ever seen him. He plae as a ghost, and cold as death. We were really scared we were going to lose.
Most of my family came over, and we all prayed. And God healed him. My dad said today he feels much better today, but he is still real week. But I must say. He looks way better than he did yesterday. I just am so Thankful God answered our prayers.